Lmfao. Ahahaha. Wee :3 So, Stephanie threw my a party on saturday for my birthday. Made me feel better about things for most of it. I did get all emo and depressed but eh, it was good. I drank a lot... like wow. Did I ever. I didn't get drunk though, oddly enough. I mean, maybe it was because me and my mum got into a fight over the phone but... ya. I didn't feel anything. Courtney was there =/ for some fuckin reason. So was her friend. It pissed me off. They drank all our alchohol and ate all our food. Pissed me the hell off. But, I couldn't do anything about it =/ she's fourteen I didnt' want to hurt her. Anyways, Ryan bought me coolers all to myself, and I only got one ;-; everyone else drank them. So, I just had a lot of shots, and a screwdriver. Lmao it was great. We didn't sleep the whole fuckin time. I mean, George tried, but Kyle wouldn't let her. She got half an hour, because we couldn't wake her up. Anyways, I think the only reason I got really depressed at my own party was because I drank so much so fast. Roo told me to slow down. And told everyone to stop giving me shit until it had a chance to settle so it didn't hit me so hard. And half an hour later, I was in tears and shit. Me and Roo and Steph went for a walk after up to another party and I almost punched someone for touching Stephanie. Especially since their girlfriend got all in her face for something he did. But ya......... I'm a depressed drunk ._.; it sucks. I was afraid of that. There might be a party this saturday at johns. YAY but, idk. I also have to work. And I'm not going if George doesn't go.

OH OH BEST FUCKIN PART OF IT ALL George and kyle acted like they were together and it pissed off Alannah so fuckin much. AND THEY KISSED MOTHER FUCKIN KISSED I can't believe it. They held hands and were all cuddly and it pissed her the fuck off. She says she doesnt care and doesnt like kyle BUT SHE GOT SO MAD you don't get that mad when they're just 'your friend' and shit. Oh god. Fuckin awesome. I love george.